That Longing Feeling

As weird as it might be to say, I'm glad I have this feeling again. It's been so, so long since I've felt this way.

Shawn and I were planning to go to church tonight, like always, but CFC is having a business meeting tonight. (Please don't get me started on my rant about how dumb it is to plan a business meeting on a Wednesday night. I was told it was because a lot of them don't go to church on Wednesdays. Well, if that's true, why not have it on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday, or Saturday night. They don't go to church on those nights... Okay. I'm done. I'm done.)

Shawn called to tell me that he needed to go since they haven't had one since the church burnt down, which I understand that he wants to go. I thought I'd just go to church without him and sit with his parents, but they aren't going either. :( And, I'm surely not one to go to something by myself.

So, back to this feeling.

Inside me there's this longing to be at church tonight and disappointment in not being there.
Like I said, I'm sure it sounds odd that I'm happy to have this feeling, but...

To have this much passion to want to go to church?!
That surely is something to be happy about. :)

On the plus side, I'll have time to finish my Tax problem for class tomorrow and, hopefully, post my notes from the last few weeks of church. :)